He looked at me with a smile and placed one of his hands on my cheek.

‘’ You don’t have to say it back, I get it if you’re not ready. Your mom told me how you’re careful with love and that’s okay I just wanted you to know ‘’ he whispered and stroked my cheek before kissing my forehead. He pulled away and picked up his bag before turning to look at me.

‘’ I guess I’ll see you soon beautiful ‘’ he smiled and kissed me one last time and all the boys had hugged me one last time. He was ready to leave but I stopped him.

‘’ Say it again ‘’ I managed to finally get out. He turned to look at me.

‘’ I love you ‘’ he said making my heart beat faster this time.

‘’ I love you too Liam ‘’ I said without hesitation. His eyes widened a bit, I guess he was shocked. He dropped his back gently before looking at me.

‘’ Say it again ‘’ he whispered as he came closer.

‘’ I love you Liam, I love you ‘’ I said with a sweet smile. His smiles widened and he was now in front of me, his hands in mine.

‘’ Say it one last time please ‘’ he begged. I giggled and had that cute nose to nose moment with him.

‘’ I love you ‘’ I whispered and he grinned widely before picking me up and spinning me around before putting me down and crashing his lips against mine. I couldn’t help but smile trough the whole kiss even though I knew he was about to leave.

He pulled away and looked me straight in the eyes.

‘’ I love you, I love you, I love you ‘’ he whispered before pecking my lips and letting go of my waist.

‘’ I love you Chesca!’’ he yelled as he waved before boarding.

‘’ I love you too baby ‘’ I waved and giggled my tears running down my cheek. The boys smiled at me sadly and waved. I blew them all a kiss before watching them board.

I turned around and sighed as I head out of the airport.

Liam was calling on skype two days later and I accepted, looking at him trough the computer. I smiled widely.

‘’ Hey baby ‘’ I managed to say. He sighed.

‘’ I missed your voice ‘’ he smiled.

‘’ Not as much as I missed yours ‘’ I said running a hand trough my wet hair. I had just showered and I was in my black tank and white pj pants with Minnie mouse prints all over it.

‘’ Did you just wake up? ‘’ I asked and he nodded.

‘’ You going to bed?’’ he asked and I shook my head.

‘’ Not going to for a while ‘’ I smiled and he looked down before looking at me with that look of his which made me melt.

‘’ I wrote a new song ‘’ I mentioned to him in the middle of our conversation.

‘’ Yeah? Let me hear love ‘’ he said excitedly. I giggled.

‘’ Well I’m publishing the video on youtube in 2 minutes ‘’ I giggled.

‘’ So no private show?’’ he pouted and I smiled.

‘’ You’re the one who is supposed to sing me to sleep ‘’ I giggled and he smiled.

‘’ I wish I could hold you tonight ‘’ he sighed.

‘’ I know, I wish you could hold me too, but baby don’t worry we’ll be together again soon ‘’ I smiled.

I published the video and minutes later I heard Liam watching it.

‘’ Hey guys, It’s me again. It’s been a while and I just want to thank you all for all your support. As you guys know I’ve been signed and I’m going to be recording soon. Don’t worry guys I won’t go all diva, I’m still going to be posting on you tube taking requests and everything. I’m actually going to be working on making an album and I’m going to start recording soon. As always just keep putting in requests and I’ll try to do my best, so guys this is one of my new songs which I wrote last night actually ‘’ I heard myself say.

‘’ Bear with me guys, I hope you all like it ‘’ I said in the video and music started.

’’ Mmm Yeah yeah mmm
It’s not every day that you find an angel
Hiding away in a perfect stranger,
Waiting on you
So used to be broken & lied to
Don’t push away, it’s destined to find you
Cuz they’re on their way

Oh
I’m singing cuz I know,
I’ve been right there before
But then I found the one
Who made me change my mind
He turned my life around,
Pick me up off the ground
Now I’m alive, he makes it alright

Whenever my world stops spinning
Whenever my stars start falling
And every time the winds are blowing,
You can make it stop; you make it alright
Whenever my heart stops beating
And every time I lose that feeling
You, you make it alright
You make it alright (You make it alright)
You make it alright (You make it alright)

So many times you broke down, they hurt you
You never had someone there to save you
But don’t give up yet no no
Look at me, I finally got me someone who’s there for me
Give it time, you’re gunna find someone who’s there for you
Trust me the wait is worth it ooh ooh oohohh

I’m singing cuz I know,
I’ve been right there before
But then I found the one
Who made me change my mind
He turned my life around,
Pick me up off the ground
Now I’m alive, you make it alright

Whenever my world stops spinning
Whenever my stars start falling
And every time the winds are blowing,
You can make it stop; you make it alright
Whenever my heart stops beating
And any time I lose that feeling
You, you make it alright (You make it alright)

You keep my ground from shaking all around me,
You’re strong, won’t let it break
You take my breath away,
And now I’m safe
And there’s just no way I could ever live without you
Bring out the very best of me,
The part of me I could never see

Whenever my world stops spinning (world stop spinning)
Whenever my stars start falling (ohh)
& any time the winds are blowing (any time, any time)
You can make it stop; you make it alright (you make it alright)
Whenever my heart stops beating (my heart, yeah)
& every time I lose that feeling
You, you make it alright
You make it alright (You make it alright)
Mmm You make it alright (You make it alright) ’’ I sang. There was a long pause and troughout the whole video Liam looked so concentrated and he was smiling trough the whole song.

’’ That was it guys I hope you liked my new song, and to my amazing boyfriend who is probably watching this. I love and miss you baby ’’ I heard myself say and the video ended.

’’ I love and miss you too love ’’ he said and smiled at me.

’’ So was that song about me?’’ he asked acting stupid.

’’ No Liam it was about Lukas ’’ I laughed and I saw him tense up.

’’ I’m kidding baby, of course it’s about you ’’ I giggled shyly.

’’ Don’t be so shy love, you are incredible at what you do and thank you so much baby by the way if he tries anything he’s dead ’’ he said seriously and I couldn’t help but smile and giggle a bit.

Liam and I have been dating for 4 months now and he managed to visit me for our every anniversary and stayed for a few days with the boys except this month. Him not being here sucked but it was okay because I understood why he couldn’t come here. One it isn’t cheap and two even though I missed him I’m so thankful for being with him at least a few days every month because luckily they hadn’t been very busy lately.

It’s December and my mom and I are going to London to spend Christmas with my sister there and I’m thankful for this because I get to spend it with Liam and the boys as well.

My sister had taken me to Liams flat where I know the boys would be. I knocked on the door and smiled as Lou and Niall opened the door. I don’t understand why both of them went to open the door but it’s okay, haha. They stood in shock before yelling my name. I was suddenly pulled into a hug by both of them and I giggled because I really missed these boys.

Okay guys hahaha it kind of sucked but I hope you guys still like it!

The song; http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mPosdZyW3iY

Sorry for constantly skipping further into the story, hahah if that made any sense. Well yeah I hope you guys like it ! xx