No ones POV
Liam came over as fast as possible. He carried Chesca into the car. He was crying and so was Demi. Demi couldn’t seem to start the car.
‘’ Demi, drive. She is going to be okay, just drive’’ Liam said as he put his hand on her shoulder. She took a deep breath before she started the car.
I opened my eyes tiredly and I felt my throat burn.
‘’ Water ‘’ I managed to get out. I closed my eyes as I put my hand on my neck. I opened them after seconds’ tears in my eyes because it hurt. I was handed some water and drank it up with closed eyes. I coughed and took a deep breath. I opened my eyes and found Liam leaning against the wall, his eyes burning into me.
‘’ Why didn’t you tell me?’’ he spat and I sighed.
‘’ Does it look like I’m in the mood to be screaming at you right now?’’ I spat seriously tired. He sighed.
‘’ I just don’t get it, why didn’t you tell me?’’ he asked.
‘’ I tried Liam, but I guess it’s good that I didn’t because I know you. If I’d tell you this, you wouldn’t have broken up with me because you wanted to, you wouldn’t have done it because you think I’d kill myself ‘’ I said coldly.
‘’ I don’t know where to start, I said some stupid stuff-‘’ he said but I interrupted him.
‘’ Yes you did, and what’s funny is I didn’t even get drunk on purpose, one drink mixed with my medicine stupid mistake, but I’m glad because you deserved everything I said ‘’ I said as I glared at him.
‘’ Chesca I’m so-‘’ he said but once again I interrupted him.
‘’ No you’re not Liam, I don’t get it. Where is the Liam everyone knows? Where is the guy who promised me he would always be there for me? Those stupid stuff you said, I’m glad you did because now I know what you really think. The hate? The rumors? Yeah I had to deal with them alone, they were so nasty I stopped eating and I went back to hurting myself. You are right, she is better than me. They are right, I’m not skinny enough, pretty enough but you were wrong when you said that she loves you more than I ever did. I went through all this alone, I gave myself to you, I was so patient through all the bullshit you threw at me. You really think that I would do all these things If I didn’t love you? So go ahead call me fat, tell me I’m not good enough, but no one can love you more than I ever did ‘’ I said tears running down my cheeks.
‘’ You think I don’t care? Liam you are so wrong, you have no idea how much it hurts inside right now. You have no idea because you weren’t the one who was avoided and lied to. The one who was put through so much pain, for something that wasn’t even worth it or real anymore. You weren’t the one who was replaced during the time you were in a relationship. This is the reason why I never tell anyone I love them, I guess it was my fault we fell apart’’ I sighed and closed my eyes.
‘’ It’s not your fault ‘’ he said coming closer, his hand almost touching mine.
‘’ Then why Liam?’’ I asked as I opened them, he didn’t answer. I laughed with no humor at all.
‘’ It’s okay Liam I get it, everyone gets tired of me. You finally got what you wanted from me, you found someone beautiful, you are a big shot now. I get it, people can fall out of love ‘’ I whispered as I looked away.
‘’ But if you think that I forgive you, I don’t know if I can. Maybe someday but not for now. I hope you treat her the way you did to me when we were still okay, just don’t do the same mistakes ‘’ I whispered and grabbed his hand pulling him off the wall. I opened his hand and placed the ring in his palm.
‘’ This is it.. so much for forever and always ‘’ I whispered the pain taking over my chest. It hurt, I was suffocating. I looked him in the eyes and saw that he was crying. I looked over to the door and he walked behind the curtain pulling it to the side a bit so he could see me.
‘’ I’m sorry ‘’ he said sadly, his eyes red from crying.
‘’ Goodbye Liam ‘’ I whispered looking away. I heard him sigh.
‘’ Goodbye beautiful ‘’ I heard him whisper under his breath before he walked outside letting me breakdown alone. That was it, the boy I had ever loved walking out of my life. It hurt badly everything hurt so badly.
So that was it for now :( poor chesca.. Hope you guys like it ! xx